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The Way I Do
Never thought I could love you, need you, want you.

sing
Thursday, January 29, 2009
3:04 AM

Let's gather round the birthday cake and sing the birthday song.
The B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y--S-O-N-G song.
And if you don't think that we can sing it louder then you're wrong.
But it'll help if you just sing along~

B I R T H D A Y S O N G song!
B I R T H D A Y S O N G song!
And if you don't think that we can sing it louder then you're wong.
But it'll help if you just sing along~~

(so come on lah, sing along with me!)
PS: LOUDER PLEASE. :D

A very happy birthday to Tan Hao Xiang. To turn 17 faster than me.
Okay lah, I'm already 18 okayyyyy. hehe.


afk
2:10 AM

Was AFK you seeeeee, because I went to enjoy CNY.
Pictures and post of CNY up next :3

Somebody tested my patience today.
Almost erupted!
But I remembered what somebodyelse told me, so I controlled.
And I am so glad I did. If not I think I will lose a friend. Sigh.

What is that anyway? Part of a test? Or out of fun?
Gah, it's not fun anyway. Neither is that funny.
Samuel says this kind of person who test your limits are cb kias. LOLOLOL.
I neh say anything hor.

Didn't get as many angpaos as last year. I wonder why??
Everything is changing. And fading.
Nothing stays. And nothing lasts.
>:

PS: My sister just reformatted the computer.

Oh oh, and somebody is shouting like mad now. With a dog barking and barking none stop.
Are they fighting?
DON'T THEY KNOW DOGS ARE MEN'S BEST FRIEND?
D:
Idiots.


happy chinese new year!
Monday, January 26, 2009
5:24 AM

yay it's 5.24am!

And I am proud to say that I did not sleep!
But I am alone at home, 守-ing this 夜. ):
Parents sleeping, and sis is at aunt's house playing mj.

Actually didn't intend to shou ye, until zeze said about it.
I was only watching tv shows, until... 4+?
Then, okay, I might as well 守夜 bah. :3

Humph, I dont have new contacts. And I ran out of solution. I wonder if shops are open tomorrow. because if it's not open, den i got a big problem ):

Went for reunion dinner just now, and then went movie with tingfang and her fren.
Watched The Wedding Game. Quite nice, not bad! :D funny show.
After that came home by taxi. drizzling!

lalala.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! :D
新年快乐!


Sunday, January 25, 2009
2:34 PM

hmm, happy new yr eve to all in advance! :D

i dont know one day i wan blog how many times =.= lol.
okay, see you. :D


pissed after reading
4:05 AM

from dianyong's blog:

"well, just come back from my class fucked up bbq, well nth much bahx.. bad things don't need say le...lolx... to think go there and stand arnd, and went into the chalet and put my bag, and den help those ppl bbq their food, needs to pay $10 bucks each.. ridiculous! lolx... no money, den shouldn't have drink... sigh.. drinking drinking drinking... Syg, now you know why i don't want to be with my classmates, cos they're fucked up.... we seem to be living in different worlds... don't really like to mingle with them... that's why..."

EH, WDY. GO DIE LAH YOU. =.=" Zzz. is not we fucked up. is you guai lan lah. :D

ok, i go slp. nights all.


random
3:19 AM

hmmm. Aud loves her boyf alot?! Hope they last. If not, I don't know what Aud will do.

Why am I talking about her when I don't even know her?
Okay, or rather, we doesn't even know each other.
But 'niways, was reading her blog lorh. :D

Linked to someone called Audreyyeo from Irene's blog. thought it was Aud, but it wasn't.
And then from that person, i linked to his girlf. and then, wow.
stunned.
the girlf is Loren didi's sister. LOL. rl sis i think.

small world man.

and wthxzxzxz i don't know what i am doing now. mixed feeling.
work work work. study study study. no love plszxzxzxz(?).

Listening to songs now. To kill time. And play facebook.

(there with you)
All this time while you're with me, I've been in the dark.
Didn't think for the life of me, you wont do me wrong.
We had it all but you chose not to know,
you're always near my heart was known.

Now we know i'm not who you want, i should let you go.

I love you with your disguise.
you've proven that love is blind.
There are no answers i find,
to stop the tears from my eyes.

now all the things look black and white,
you've taken away the clear blue skies.
don't wait, it's time to go.
you know my heart has always been, and will be there with you.

All this time while I'm true to you, you turn and walked away.
It just wasn't any sign of days you've been messing through.
I close my eyes to forget all the times, I can't restrain you from my eyes.
The fear of ever losing you, has finally come true.

I love you with your disguise,
you've proven that love is blind.
There are no answers i find,
to stop the tears from my eyes.

Now all the things look black and white,
you've taken away clear blue skies.
Don't wait, it's time to go.
You know my heart has always been, and will be there with you~ (x2)


You know my heart has always been, and will be there... with you...
mmhmmm.

ok, I cannot bloody find the lyrics on the net. ROAR.
so i spent bloody alot of time to search for something that's not there. ):
waste my bloody timezxzxzx. so i typed out.
lyrics might be wrong. but who cares! D:

now is 3.55am! everybody's sleeping huh?! :/


humf.
3:00 AM

eeyer. why is life so boring? why am i so not entertaining enough?! ):

hates it lah.


OMPM. lol.
1:39 AM

Yes, new year is round the corner, and I owe so many people so much monehhhhh.
OMG HOW?
don't care D:

I have to return them real soon. After I got my pay I mean.
>:

Worked. Wind appeared. Commented on my hair. Humph. I don't really like her ): She's scary.
Yusmah's better. She gave me leftovers of blueberry freezer to take away. She's funneh! :D
And Mike rocks. He told me he was once a dj, once worked in a bar, and etc. Sounds really cool. And he would make me donuts. And he would always take care of me and others. weeeee.
Baya. Miao miao. Cheng Guang. Fami (idk how to spell). All nice kitchen people.
Nyiyaz late for work!
Aisha, abit scary. Auntie Pauline, no longer here.
Dila, Falah. Look alike(?).
Daisy, Rachel. ok-ok.
Asyuva. Nice girl! :D
Jolene. Still okay :3
SuYee. Still okay too.

Yay. After work went fareast with Gina laogong.
Borrowed monehhhh and bought bag and belts. :B
Now I owe even more people monehhhhhhhhhhhhh. T_T

It's 1.47am now, and I'm waiting for my hair to dry. I am bored.
Zeze watching TV he says, so is he afk-ing?
Deno's online!
Kame is busy?
Aikes, I am chatting with nobody right now.

Someone, come talk to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!


mumblings
Saturday, January 24, 2009
2:25 AM

>:

I don't miss anyone. Seriously.
Right, muh hearteh?

But. Whyyyyyyy. I feel so empty.


Am playing facebook's Rock Legends(!).
Want to recruit people who are high leveled.
Want to buy back Kah Wang, but I not enuff monehhhhhh.
GRR. That Bernard.

-
! Cheer up Loren di, you will be fine.

-
I got work at 11 later, and I'm still awake now.
Am I siao or wud? D:

Purchased cl from sky. yays. but only here after 2 weeks.
Vannie, PLEASE OH MF PLEASE KILL YOUR SUPPLIER >:


-
hmm i bet miss tiey's smiling in her dreams now. she must be so happy today.
i just went to see joleydaniels' blogs. sweet couple leh. and they proved long lasting. nice. :3
idk why but i'll sometimes pop in to joley's and aud's blog even when idk them and they dk me. D:
i seemed to be very westwood-influenced.

mmhmm.
i want to go out with ...


6b gathering
Friday, January 23, 2009
10:54 PM

YAYS.

today was 6B gathering with Miss Tiey!

so many people turned up today. more than half the class(!).

girls:
  • leejinghui
  • tohjinghui
  • leeling
  • esther
  • irene
  • elainelow
  • xinyan
  • kahyan
  • afiqah
  • fatimah
  • alifa (omg, idk how to spell)
  • theresa
  • qinghui

boys:

  • thomson
  • shawn
  • tanjunjie
  • ongjunjie
  • darren
  • weiquan
  • chinhwee
  • junhao
  • yongwei

people who neh turn up:

elaine tan, nicholas, sharlynn, ikhwan, zak, alvin tan, alvin yong, weilin, hui keng, huihui, joeyang, nadia, ... still got who?! D: my memory failing. sorry.

yes, went to miss tiey's house. and saw her nephew. aiyo, so kawaii.
after tat left 10 of us, we went to eat @ benten cafe @ jp.
wahpiang, darren and thomson damn funny one siol.

"DOZO!"
"HAI! HAI!"

lol.

walked home after that. :B

aiya, sian. tml got work again. :/



4:00 AM

I just finished watching the sky of love.

Cried. Partly because of the show, partly because memories flowed back to me.
I hate 'em.

Reminds me of something I told myself.

sigh.
i want to go to the beach at night. cry my heart out, and let the wind and sea carry 'em away.
and then i want to laugh at the most trival stuff, and laugh even louder when people says I am crazy.

KNN YOU DICKSON PUAH. I NOT LZB LAH.

-
just now work was fine.
Wind was around, and there was stress!
Wind goes away, and so does stress.

Jolene was with me.
I like Nyiyaz. &Got free food because i share bonbons with an India guy beside the donut booth. There, you give people food, people repay you with food.
Went home with Soo Ching.
Walked home from jurongpoint.

off to sleep.goodnight everybardy.

oh, btw, specially to my Tien Eu kor, I AM ONCE AGAIN SHOCKED. know why? because "you hate to be hated". you get what i mean huh? :D you can always think of something to link to mine, cheered me up leh! weeeeeeeeeee. show you my bling bling teeth :D

ok luh, buhbye.
ze's sleeping like a "OINK" now.


Thursday, January 22, 2009
12:49 AM

It's 12.50midnight. I am not waiting for my hair to dry. Laughs-

I came out of my parent's room and saw my computer screen black.
Fustrated.
"**** you! **** you! you ****er!!"
-slaps the com-
"c***b**!"

(knows i am vulgar D:)

Pek chek, I went to bath.

-
justnow.
me: "Did you hear howling from a dog?"
sis: "Is it fullmoon today?"
=.=

Oh well, it's still howling now though.
D:

-
I want to go to that petfarm again.
I want to :) and :D and not ): and D: lah.

Hmm, i want to say about another thing. But dang, I forgot what it is. :/
Nehmind.


\:
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
10:08 PM

):

Daisy threw away donuts that were for me from Baya. I am hungry.

):

Nyiyaz went booth today again. I am lonely.

):

Working tomorrow, doing closing. I am tired.

):

Computers are all spoiling. I am irritated.

):

I want hugs. I am demanding.

humph.


3:24 AM

it's 3.24.
i heard a dog howling just now.
or maybe it's crying?
poorth. ):


happy day
1:48 AM

it's 1.48 now, still waiting for my hair to dry.

it was a marvelous day yesterday. or rather again, just now.
didn't have work, so i went to pasir ris meet zeze to go petsfarm.

WEE. I AM HAPPY.
omgomgomomgomgomg, dogs are fcute i tell you.
there's a small golden retriever (GR), and a fbig one. OMfG.
can touch some of the dogs there.

I LOVE SPITZ LAH. white. cute. omg. :3

there's two puppies, kept kissing, for like more than one minute.
or rather, they kept licking each other's mouth.
den after that, they fight.
LOL.

i saw big dogs too.but they're out of bound. ): and they looked fierce.
they wagged their tails, but they bark at me.
scary.

sun was fhot. lol.
and quite quickly, the whole place was done viewing by us.
cats are there too, but lesser.

overall, humph, puppies for sale everywhere!
they nvr put for adoption but for sale! and all are puppies ):
no big dogs to get close with except that big GR. no huggies. ):

i want to adopt.

and i think the one i went isn't pets villa.
it's another one.
hmm.
but i'm still happy.
they really are cuteeeeeeeeeee.

after tat went ikea. ate hotdog.
walked around.
ate chicken wing and meatballs. they are nice!

went to pasir ris park walk walk.
saw 2black cats. well fed once. should be because pple feed them the fishes from the fishing pond?
they're damn nice to touch. fur very smooth!
one of them 'headbang' the other accidentally. den the one kana headbang one use its paws and hit the other one back.
i translate their action: "OI, headbang me for what?!"
lol, it's very funny. zeze kept laughing when i said that.

ok. that's the end.
i am happy for the day.
have work later. i am sad.
hair drying, yay.
it's 1.58 now. i nvr include any pictures paiseh.

OH YA. kitchen staffs people like mike, are nice.
they made mini donuts (glazed and spicy cheese) for me and dila. :D
they even drew something for me,dila,and falah. show you people the picture next time.
:D mike is good and nice lah! lucky wife.
nyiyaz (idk how to spell his name) is funnyyyyyyyyyyyyy. why does he have to stay at the booth ): i want him to be here in the donutfactory shop! i want to be entertained by him.

ok, it's 2.05.
bye now.


Monday, January 19, 2009
12:05 AM

hmm, get to use the com only when sis is bathing.
and when that happens, it's already pass 12midnight.
and thus i call this the yesterday stories.
:3

worked today.
OMG.
Sunday bloody alot of people ):
it was BUSY. but yet, fun. :D

yusmah keep telling me to go give flyer.
don't really like it.
humph.
but it's somehow a waste of time.
and, i made new friends from shop to shop too. though i didn't know their names... HAHA.

leg's breaking.
there's work tomorrow too!
i mean later.
sian, have to go home alone again.

oh ya, saw jeremy just now.
i kept laughing, cos i thought that girl with him was his girlf.
chey, is his cousin. LOL.

ok bye.


cakey not on my face
Sunday, January 18, 2009
1:30 AM

17th Jan.
which was yesterday.
or rather just now.
was seah yi ze's birthday.

yes.
i finally know gina's fren's name.
:D
zeze for short. superman for fun. hunk for cute. HAHA.

went work in the afternoon, and all the while i was giving out flyers.
made new frens though.
one of the girl was from ngee ann poly, graduated. she's quite nice.
another one idk, but she has a tongueP too :D orange stud.

i only sold a bit of donuts, learnt how to make hot chocolate, and about the cny promotions (coupons).
saw suyee. and that indian guy. but aiya, he went to the booth, so i cannot laugh at his funniness. i like his dimple. :D eh! i think i first time say i like an indian leh! LOL.
suyee's daring. :D i kind of like her too (:

YUSMAH IS DAMN FUNNY TODAY.
she drank too much caffaine i think.
she's SO HIGH.
tell me to give out flyer in a "high" way. (laughs)
*hands swing up to the sky diagonally* donut factory is over there!
"remember to smile!"
LOL LOL.

after work, my superman came to find me.
:D
bought cakes from secret receipe and ate at somewhere private.
okay lah, not private at all =.="
lol.

had much fun.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEZE SUPERMAN :D


time tick tock tick tock away
Thursday, January 15, 2009
2:24 PM

13th Jan

Work! like, finally?
:D
morning shift, doing opening.
and wow, time passes fast. hmm.
made friends like suyee, a malay woman and another malay girl.
and of course the kitchen stuff like mike. and also one of the manager called wind.

after work, laogong shawn and laogong's online fren came to find me.
yay i made a new fren. but sorry sia, i dunno his name. HAHA.
i only know he live at pasir ris. and study in TP. (the onli sch that has the vet course)

well anyway, i realised i got work on thurs, so i asked yusmah if i can change my time to friday.
ended up sharlynn taking my shift.
pissed okay! she's suppose to go the 6B dinner with me! Zzz.
forget it. argh.

so anyway, the 4 of us walked from suntec to esplanade.
i paired with that TP (not tongue pierce. is temasek poly. LOL) guy and laogong was with shawn.
talked talked. den after that went home.
stupid sia, somebody say i stalking him huh. LOL. i did not okay..


14th Jan

worked again! time didnt pass as fast.
made new frens like farah and jolene and an indian guy. that indian guy made alot of mistakes during work =x
but he's really funny. omg.
i wonder are all indians funny? May's father is another example. lol~

done closing.
took donuts home.
yum.
i was hungry. cos i dint went for break. cos nobody told me to? hmm.

leg was sibei suan.
and have to go home myself.
cannot take it! so i went to take 502.

saw a cockroach.
and okay, i told boss what happen to it. and some woman.
yea, that's it. i dun wan repeat. too bad. HAHA =x


today
i have 6b dinner today! weeeeeee.
my tongue p is okay already, but i dun understand why there got one lump or something. O_o
omg. i hope i can eat seafood already..
i kept playing with my stud :D hope i can change to the stud that my cousin gave me soon.

sharlynn's working. oh okay, shut up. i don't want to know. ):

hmm, should i highlight my hair today? :o



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