yesterday was stupid.

went to school just for dont know what cca thing - which lasted only half an hour. dang.

reached school, kept calling sharlynn for more than 5 times and she didn't pick up. this reminded me that i should call her earlier next time before i reach my destination.

end up she told me she eat already.
i came to school is to have lunch with her, i thought.

nevermind.

so before meeting sharlynn, i found sooching in the toilet.
we headed to makan place, and wait for jean and sharlynn to come.
then sooching and me went to buy subway while jean went to buy her sotong rice.
after that, we head to canteen one to eat.

soon, sharlynn left for her class.
and i invited steven to come join sooching jean and me.

steven, carrying 2 laptops is hard work leh.
and, get well soon.
(he caught a flu, somehow somewhere)

then we cant find LT 77 for our briefing for the mentoring CCA.
and steven can't join us):

ok, LT77 is up high on the hill. damn.
and then went for the briefing that lasted less than 30minutes.
lol, how great huh.

after that, i wanted to go home, but because i havent buy my textbook, sooching and jean accompany me go buy.
thanks people.

after tat we sat down and chat for awhile.
and then i went to buy my dunno what cd.

i really want to go home, because i'm tired.
but then we went to explore the library, which was really amazing (to me).

5pm.
jean's astronomy CCA briefing is going to start, and so sooching and jean physco me to go.
tian ah.
i really want to go home!
the CCA quite alot ah bengs sia!

after the briefing, seriously, i am very hungry, and i want to go home...
but sooching pleaded to help her find her korea building.
i didnt realise it's the same building as mine, but i really didn't know where the building is at. i mean i forgot..
a hungry man is an angry man, no doubt i was a bit attitud-ing at that point of time.

finally found the building, and yay, i went home after that.
sorry ah sooching and jean.

and sharlynn sms me telling me she's too tired to go for the games thing the next day for BA ambassodors... I was like, wtf? and i managed to make her say she's going.
but she wasn't very happy, like i was forcing her to go.

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today was a disaster.
i woke up earlier to bath and prepare, and (for the first time) i was on time.
and then sms sharlynn, she havent prepare yet, and said she don't feel like going. she's very tired and has a lot of homework.
I told her i prepare already, so she said okay..she go prepare..
At that point, i realise i was really forcing her to go, so i said ok if she dont want go, nvm, i also not going.

and tada.
i'm here, after my bath, sitting here and using my computer.

p.s: i am really not blaming you, sharlynn. forcing you to go, doesn't make you happy, ...

and so i want to go somebody's house, and have to relate here relate there, until everybody isn't happy.
stop relating.
stop assuming.
stop getting pissed off.

Eff.

&sorry sam, i couldn't go and find you. today's been a very very lousy day. why you're not my neighbour.. why you live so far.. you made me cry when i realise you're still so affectionate and care for me so much. today's really a lousy day.